Not because everything's fixed or something, but because everything is turning out okay. :) I can finally wake up each day feeling thankful that God gave me the chance to wake up and experience another day. I can finally say that I'm truly happy, even without my ex. Grabe, before.. I can remember myself thinking that I would die if I lose him, that I can't face life without him, that I can't be happy without him. I just realized how stupid that was. :P Of course I won't die,

I just can't put into words how exactly I'm feeling at this moment. It's like, a big "WOW." God, God, God, I just can't stop talking about God. :) I'm sooo overwhelmed by how much He loves me, all of us, despite all of our imperfections. Whenever I look up and see the beauty of the sky, (I really love the sky hehe) it never fails to put a smile on my face and remind me what a great God I'm 'friends' with. He, God, The Lord, The Almighty.. has called me friend. :)

I.. I just can't imaging life without Him. I can't even imagine myself living without Him in my life. I'm just so thankful.

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :) :) :) So happy. Hahahaha.

I'm gonna play for worship tomorrow!! :D After a looooooooong break from ministry, here I am again! XD Hahaha yay!! :D This is really something big for me. Super.

Here's what happened:

On my way home yesterday, I was listening to All About You by Hillsongs, and I dunno I just had the feeling of wanting to play. And it's also been a long time since I last played. Me and my d-group (d-group at school), we have been constantly praying about this.

So when i got home, I texted Galene and asked her if I could go back to the ministry. She wasn't sure so she said that she'll ask Les. I didn't want her to text Les kasi baka sabihin nagagawa ako ng dahilan para magpapansin. I already made a fool of myself before and I don't want it to happen again, EVER. So anyway, I texted Les parin to ask if I could go back. I didn't get any reply so I got kinda sad, I really wanted to play.. But before I could even finish praying about it, Sam sent me a text asking if I could go to practice. WOW. :)

Before I even spoke of it, God already knew. :)

He is such a wonderful God.. <3

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The way I wrote this post is kind of lame. Hahahaha. I'm sleepy.