Words had been said, things happened. It's not like I can change any of them.. Yesterday, we were talking.. We talked as if nothing happened. But, it pains me so much to see that he's now happy with someone else..

I was trying the best I can to get over everything, to act as if I didn't really care, and he's happy with someone else as I go through all of this? How nice is that?

I want to forget you.. But I don't know where to start... I don't know how to let go of all the anger and pain I have inside of me... I don't know...

I should be hating you right now... But I don't. I just can't...

I just want this to end... I wish I could just wake up, just like waking up from a really bad dream and forgetting everything as soon as I open my eyes...

Dear reader,
Please. Please pray for me...